Day 3 (05/1/22)

A very rough day which has again made me question everything about how I’m approaching my happiness in life. I can’t shake that I’m not meant to be a sport psychologist for a while, or that right now it’s not the best thing for me. I’ve been doing this course for 4 years and it only really gives me anxiety and wrecks my confidence, it meant that today with this assignment, I got far less than needed done and fell very far behind on my goals.

I don’t expect everything to be perfect, especially whilst taking on a new challenge with New Years resolutions, bhowever what I know is I am banging my head against a brick wall with this project. I’ve felt pressures to do 3 different things at once and I cannot spread myself that thin. So I have decided that I’m going to focus on what is making me happy right now.

I’ve not handled today fantastically, especially knowing what was coming and letting it affect my training. But eliminating the main source of negativity for myself I think I’d crucial and could in the long run teach me many new skills.