(16/5/22)

Not even sure on a caption for this one yet, Monday blues seems too much in my wheelhouse at the moment!😂

Honestly this is a blog that I’ve spent 20mins trying to start, but procrastinating it, I think that’s because at the moment training and life isn’t simple.

There’s complications around my stay in Sheffield at the moment which can get me down and subtract from the nitty gritty of training and racing, and that happened today.

I just got a judgement wrong and I think tensions in myself burst out at the wrong person, being my coach. Though we both weren’t innocent, I feel so much better for having chats about it this evening for it.

I feel like we’re back on the same page again and sometimes we need a reaffirming period to have those conversations to get back on with it.

Nothing is wrong in the dynamic. Just tensions from our own lives coming out, both feeling better now ✅

My sponsorship plan went out today, I was Unbelievably stressed about that thing. I have always been told I’m not very good at selling myself, and that thing sells the stuffing out of me, so I guess I find it quite scary when it does go out. As I feel like I’m on show to the rest of the world, which is probably why I don’t use Instagram and the like very much anymore!

A day done, poker with the lads again tonight to mainly have a chat then a chilled evening with abs was had.

Time to get back on the horse tomorrow evening 😁